Sunday, November 28, 2004

Leaning on my shoulder
I wonder if she knows what she does to me
Afraid to move
Afraid to breathe
Afraid to think
and lose the moment
and lose her touch
Leaving me to lie awake
Memories and dreams invading my sleep
I will have a restless sleep tonite

Sunday, August 22, 2004

My mind is overwhelmed with possibilities
Rushing dreams erasing thoughts
Creating emptiness in its wake
While I lie here in bed awaiting another morning
Filled with emptiness and wondering
Waiting for a simple touch to bring me back again

Friday, November 30, 2001

These tears are burning through again
I can't seem to hold them back
Close my eyes and hold them shut
As if this was ever a realistic thought
Ill never be more than the slave we all knew
No matter how long I fight
I'll always lose
My own thoughts are dead
Revive these demons
I can not control
No more will
No more strength
Silence
........gooodbye
Calling out one more time
With this napalm rose in my hand
Here my cries come and save
Before it falls and burns yet another hole
My cigarette burned heart now bleeds
As all thoughts of hope now flee
Call your name one more time
Still alone, no one ever cared
Sweet poison fill these veins
And calm this troubled wandering mind
Numb this thought of doubt
And hold me true
Forget all which troubles
And give me simple pleasure
Grip my soul
Hold my throat
I have lost all freedom
And this is all that is left
lostamongmyblindness

Thursday, November 29, 2001

I hope you enjoy these games you play
Pouring salt on my open wounds.
The gaping whole that was once my heart
Is now empty and cold
No more caring no more feelings
Only hatred fills this soul
Dont think I do things for u
I do things only because I care

Thursday, November 22, 2001

My words touch no one
This tears swell up inside my eyes
Screaming and pushing to be let out
Everything just seems so wrong right now
And I wonder how much longer I can go on like this
With no one caring and no one asking
Simply alone in a world where is wrong to alone.
Just me, no one else. At least no one sees my tears.

Monday, November 19, 2001

Paper hearts torn and frayed
Burn and warm these winter days
Heartless screams and useless lies
WIngless angels cease to fly
Fall from heaven back to earth
Immersed in waters, liquid church
Born again rise in flames
Fall to ashes forgotten fame
Solemn promise rarely kept
Harboured feelings which I wept
Dark cold ashes, autumn hue
Tears fall down icy blue
Against the wall I rest my weight
Ponder this once heartless fate

Sunday, November 18, 2001

I saw 2000 stars tonight
All falling from the sky
Each and every star I saw
An apple of my eye
Quickly fall and fade away
Just another lie
I sit here in wait again
Another falls and dies